It's been six months man I need to post more!

I'm sorry I haven't written in a long time! My recovery has been awesome. I have an amazing sponsor and except for my inventory I have done all 12 steps. That inventory will be the death of me! haha! I'll get it done when I'm not babysitting and I actually have time to sit down with my sponsor and get it done.I have started babysitting my nephews and man I'm having fun. They give me a run for my money but I wouldn't trade it for the world. I'm so thankful for my recovery because I can be a good aunt and I actually love them more. I have just been working and going to meetings and I hangout with my family alot. It's good but sometimes I have to much family time and need a break. I have also made some new friends that have been with me through this journey and I have also met some amazing people on facebook that are in recovery as well. It's just amazing how much people really love you in a special way the same way I love them. When I misunderstood I can go to them and tell them how I feel and they usually tell me that it's going to be ok and even give me some insight on how they dealt with the situation I'm in. I do feel bad because lastnight I missed my meeting but it's because I just wasn't feeling well. My allergies have been killing me and I'm just tired and I feel like I have no energy. I'm feeling a little better today but not 100 percent. I have to work for another hour then I can go home and put my feet up for about an hour or so then I have to go to bible study. Sometimes with being so busy I think when am I going to stop and relax. Sometimes I feel like I'm never ending and I'm just on the go and it's tiring. I do have Sundays where I can have Kinley time and only Kinley time. I have learned better to say no but I have to work on it still I think it will be an everyday struggle. Recovery is an everyday effort and I have to work on it all day long even when I don't want to. I have been doing alot of writting it's relaxing. I don't journal or anything and I should but I write like random stories. Sometimes I sit down and start a story and about 10 minutes later I have typed 6 pages.
Anyways I hope everyone is well and I must go now
Love,
 Kinley

2 and a half years later!

Today I'm writing about my recovery! it's going amazingly well right now! I have an amazing sponsor! she is just the best thing ever! I first walked in to alanon thinking I was doing everything right and boy was that wrong! I was in a funk that I never thought I was going to get out of and I have gotten out of that funk! I have never opened up my full life story to anyone but my sponsor!